so, yesterday's appointment had to be cancelled because of someone. no, i am not angry but just upset. god is telling me not to go maybe because i will never get cured. no hope, probably. you thought i was joking about my illness and hence i thought by bringing you with me, you would witness everything yourself. it is fine if you do not want to come along or you are too busy but do not put words into my mouth or make an assumption. anyways, on a funnier note, my maid prepared my breakfast and lunch as if there will be a ration coming up. its good as well because i cannot get any food here. there are only restaurants and pretty sure they don't sell snack and i simply love to snack. haha. working here is exactly living lifestyle of a rich person when i am otherwise. lunch is costly and a plate of noodles, rice etc cost around 10 bucks. what is interesting is that the policy here is " eat first, pay end of month ". that is dangerous, i reckon. you will eat and eat because there isn't a need to pay first and end of month when we get a pay check, without realising 1/4 of our salary has been deducted for the food. ahah. i wouldn't risk and would rather bring food from home. :)