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life has been pretty good for me. everything is going fine. just someone who never fail to piss me off. i don't want to blog more about that. biar dia terasa sendiri. cakap tak pernah betul. selalunya bastard. anyway, two days ago, i watched the leap years. it was way above my expectations and i would like to congratulate everyone in that movie. it was so romantic and uber sweet. hendri cried a gallon of tears while i tried my very best to hold back my tears. hahaha. the saddest thing was that there were only 11 of us in that big theatre. ouh, keagan kang is drop dead gorgeous. how can someone be so hot! if i were to stand in front of him, i'd probably blush. haha. *jangan mimpi di siang hari, effa*. anyways, the next movie that i want to watch is the screen of kamchanond or something. not sure if i get the correct spelling. its a thai horror movie. can't wait to meet my dearest friends later. we are so going to have a hell of a night. though i am still shagged from last night's activity, i still want to party with them. hahaha. got to go now. PS: when will be the day where you actually decide on where to go and what to do. come on baby. love you so much that i want to bite you. :P
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first of all i would like to thank sandy for choosing me to be the one - all the more i should celebrate this saturday at the club - can't wait to club this weekend - i miss my dearest friends - i just got back from celebration with my dearest dear - i enjoyed the dinner and the movie - L is so cute and charming - wouldn't mind having him as my boyfriend though he appears to be so mysterious all the time - if you guys want to know - i am actually talking about the movie L ; change the world - i'd rate the movie 3 out of 5 stars - what melts me most is L - so charming! wonder why he isn't that famous in the japan showbiz - anyway had a sumptuous dinner at swensens @ plaza singapura - i want to give them a star for their excellent service! all the way crew! i miss home - i miss my abang - i miss my mom - i miss my maid - i miss my bed! don't worry guys - i will be back tomorrow - actually it feels kinda good to be away from home once in a while - hibernation mode sometimes works best for me - sigh - thought of being in the same house with that jerk just pisses me off
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my latest song right now is fallen leaves by billy talent. i can just listen to it over and over again for the whole night. i've been an avid fan of misteri jam 12 on ria 89.7fm. recently, i just feel that the excitement is slackening. instead of focusing on the stories sent by the listeners, the dj is more interested on the comments given by the listeners. i know its not easy running that segment because of some unforeseen reasons. i totally respect the dj on air and he is my favourite dj of all. he's cute and just so funny, sometimes. everynight, i will just pray for him and his safety. the segment has become funnier instead of scarier. i also wonder, the stories read by him always come from the same listners. looks like the regulars always have something to share; every single night. those of you who listens to that segment, correct me if i am wrong. i don't intend to listen to it tonight because a relief dj will take over and that's more crappier. tonight will be a busy night for me and siti. hahaha. till then.. take care everyone.
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photo of the day! cheeky prince! 19.02.08  |
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i really don't know how to start venting my anger. hahaha. actually, i had rather a bad day and a fun day. fun part was i get to travel with my best friend not knowing exactly where we were heading to. bad part was the 'touring' of turf city. i swear to god i never know such shopping centre existed. first of all, it is located seriously at the end of singapore(not really, ahaha) and the nearest bus stop is 1km away! i wasn't aware of the inside-ness of the centre and thought it would just take me few minutes to walk. apparently, nope. with the current mass of my body, i need at least 15 minutes. lol! secondly, the lift. friggin weird. when you press level 4, expect to be at level 4, right? for this lift, if you press level 4, they will bring you to level 5! when i stepped out of the lift, i thought i was in a twilight zone! there were no shops or no whatever. all i could see was gravels, ceramics, sand and lots of planks. i was so devastated. i called michelle in fear of being cheated ofrwhatever and i can't get through her. her phone was off. that is it, i thought. i will just get stuck here and i am already bad at map reading and directions. part of me want to just sit and cry but another part of me felt like just wanting to walk and walk till i find an exit. suddenly, my phone rang.
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i am just so happy. i realised, everytime i posted a sad entry, the next day, the sun will definitely shine on me. maybe i know the trick now. some of you know why i am happy now. wish me the best of luck okay. time to soar, effa! also, i just struck lottery too. not much. at least my credit card bills are settled. so good to be feeling like this; like after soo long. anyways, before i end this post of mine i need to just let out something. its weird that my sisters are not talking to me and telling me stuff like how we used to share. i am like non existent in their life. maybe they don't treat me as their sister anymore. haahha. never mind, one day they will come looking for me back again. you guys are still young and undeniably immature. i am not saying i am one matured sister but in certain aspect... alah. you know i know lah.
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 that's a real natural smile. :) i think that was my nicest smile ever. wish i could be smiling like this more often. muacks.
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life is seriously unpredictable. just when you thought everything is going on fine, you dropped. why bother making promises when you plan to just drop it the next hour? i don't know what problem you have with me but at least talk to me before going away. it was just a normal meet up and you have to make a big fuss about it. i won't stop till i am satisfied. i've not blogged for so long. feels weird to be blogging right now. my topics might just be super random. anyway, last two weeks, i had an argument with my best friend. i am glad that now everything has been settled. just remember everyone has their own flaws. nobody is perfect alright. i will always be behind you if ever you need someone to push you. i've always been doing that to everyone. i admit that when it comes to YOU, i kind of neglect YOU. i took YOU for granted. i don't pamper YOU well enough like how YOU pamper me. correct, when it comes to my friends, i can never say no if ever they need any help and when it comes to YOU, i was never direct. i do understand myself but i just can't lay it out. YOU know i limited friends and i treasure EVERYONE who comes into my life. maybe i am just too used to be having YOU by my side always and i was never by your side when YOU needed someone. by the time YOU read this post, i will be waiting for YOU at out normal place. now everything seems to corny. i know you guys will definitely think that all these are so taken from the drama but seriously YOU, i will be waiting. i need and want to know. anyways, here is something for you which i kind of draft it. despite harsh words whispered aloud, despite the way life comes about, my love for you, there is no doubt. but anyways, in any case, we wouldn't be able to meet, whatever i need to say to you will be typed here. so.. sigh. reading your messages again and again, you really want me gone huh. you wanted me to leave you alone. i don't know if it is because of your work that you are so stressed up. anyways... here is for you: - the times we had together were great. i know that you have always been loving me. think in some ways, you still do now. when you had to go, and for the reasons only we need to know about, you broke my heart completely. you took a piece of it with you that you'll always have to be responsible for. take care of that for me. i didn't think i would ever be able to look at you again or see you again. even though we can never be together as one again, i always want what is best for you and i do want us to continue to keep in touch. the piece of my heart you still have... take care of it as a friend would. a friend who once loved me. i forgive you for the hurt and the pain you caused my heart and i hope you will forgive me too. i want to pick up now from here and start over as friends. i hope you want the same! i'll always have a special love for you!
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