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TODAY IS MY OFF DAY. a long and exhausting day today. woke up at 6 for prince's appointment at kkh. stupid traffic, reached kkh at 856am. he was admitted straight away and we had to wait for 4 hours. obviously i am all drained from waiting. can't smoke, can't budge. received text messages that really annoys me. but that is nothing compared to what i am feeling now after i checked my email. super 'pekchek'. unbelievable to how people can go to great heights just to get something for free. that aside, sigh. i could just feel the cold treatment i've been getting from you. it's alright. i deserve it. i won't say anything else because i fuck up. i get your point. i will just make sure everything given will be done soonest. like what i am going through now doesn't give me enough stress, i received 3 phonecalls from 'them', talking about the same thing. what am i going to do? i need to sit and lay out rules already. i want to be reserved now. aku sudah tidak kuasa lagi. sumpah demi allah.
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aku sebenarnya tidak faham. apa yang korang nak? lagi setahun aku hidup dengan korang, aku boleh mati sakit jantung. sesungguhnya kau ini memang dah terlalu sangat .... ah! susah betul nak blog dalam bahasa melayu. terpaksa punya hal. hari ini adalah hari yang paling membingitkan sekali. aku dituduh bermacam macam dengan si dia itu. kena marah tidak tentu pasal. tidak apa. selagi aku boleh diam, aku diam. jangan sampai aku meletup, aku tinggalkan segalanya. baru korang terkiyal kiyal. ada hati nak berbual dengan aku pasal hormat? sedikit hormat pun kau tidak pernah tunjuk aku. aku cadangkan engkaus pergi suatu sudut dan main layang layang; wau bulan ke? eh eh. betul punya geram sekarang. ikutkan hati nak hempas kan sahaja komputer aku ini. tidak mengapa. beristighfar sahaja yang aku boleh buat sekarang. :D
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i am inviting all my readers to watch lady gaga live at fort canning park. who is on for it? if you guys are interested, please do text me or tag me. i think she would be worth the money to watch. she's cool and she's a fashionista. well, not that i am one but i just love her songs. so amazing and have always been amused at one of her songs titled, " eh eh, there is nothing else i can say". hehehe. alright, so i had a hearty dinner with my colleagues at kenny rogers at marina square. i didn't know that yesterday was the ndp preview and explains why marina was super packed. especially those mats and minahs tak ada hasil. menyampah. talking about that, i just cannot stand it when i see a couple eating out, obviously the guy is a malay guy ( has to be a malay guy ) who dresses up so fancily but there's not even a note in his wallet to pay for the frigging meal. always, the lady has to pay for the meal. it can't be i always caught couple at the wrong timing whereby the lady is giving her boyfriend a treat? hhah..
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why did we cross the line? everything would be fine. one moment of pleasure; for all this pain. can you tell me now what did we gain? everything would be OK. normal as it was but no - we had to go to far. we had to cross that line. i would never turn back time. for every moment i learn. it's just things are so different now. things between you and me. why didn't i open my eyes? why didn't i only see that what we were accomplishing would be the end to you and me?
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sometimes, i wish there is something i can do to make people more responsible. i do not understand how they can be so irresponsible. anyways, not going to blog about that but something else. where can i go for a good holiday? i planned to go to boraccay but was told december would be the peak season and it would be fully packed. maybe, i can try looking out for club med bali. bestie's birthday is coming in a few days time. what can i do for her? i have ideas on what to get her; in fact i already got her presents. just need to think of a place on where i can bring her. i miss clubbing. i've not clubbed since when? schedule's busy that i rarely have time of my own. i miss you so much. so badly i wanted to message but... argh.
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