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more 400 pounds photos. more weights! :D more irrelevant photos because this is my blog!           |
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something bad happened to me last night. i just couldn't believe it. i totally feel your pain and since you said you got your freedom back finally, good for you and congratulations. just keep on looking at the bright side ok? i don't know but i feel so.... sigh, it sucks too much to be talking about this. guess it's true dear that it's best to just keep quiet. asalkan diorang bahagia lah kan. anyhoos, bestie was super down last night. brought her out to keep her calm and cool. drove all the way to little india to get supper and headed to kallang river. we had quite a blast there. what's important that we managed to make bestie smile and laugh! i will still remember the drama at the fence! lol. after spending 2 hours at the river, drove to marina barrage. my all time favourite place. yesternight was the first i went to the second floor. coolness with the sprinklers spraying everywhere and how it is rotating. had so much fun there trying to escape from the sprinklers. took a lot of photos and seriously, some photos came out weird. let me just post a few down here. the rest will go to facebook, private. :) so guys, wait for my invites!   |
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i am currently stuck to the song "lucky" by jason mraz and colbie caillat. such a nice song and it suits the weather right now. i was youtubing and i realised that neyo is a very talented singer. one of his hits smashing songs, "mad" is another song i would put on repeat mode on my real player. i'm the type of person where lyrics come first then tunes. if the song has no catchy tunes but wonderful lyrics, i don't mind. it would be great if that song actually relates to my life story. easy isn't it? i do have songs which reminds me of a certain argument/fight with someone and that is when that song will go to my songs of hatred list. haha.
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i am surprised by how easily you can switch words. girl, you need to grow up and stop acting like you are the innocent one. if you still remember, things didn't happen and you hoped for it. now you are just getting what you hoped for previously. listen here. this is a free world and everyone is free to be who they are and be with whoever. you seriously don't have any right/s to be controlling the situation here. i suggest you snap out of your own world right now and behave like an adult. i tried to be nice but guess what? i'm tired and sick of how you live your life. seems like attention is your best friend huh? sick girl. haha, funny thing you can't even decide who you want to be with or what. ps: well guys, seems my stomach problems is quite a big issue here. the main problem is, to summarise everything, there is a growth in my stomach. so stop spreading nonsense, pharker. pps: i know this post is damn offensive but i do not care okay. listen, i do not care!! i am too angry to care about anything else!
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i just hate this period of time that i am going through right now. yes, i know of course i am not alone. what else could possibly happen to me now? i got hospitalized because of my stomach which i do not with to comment and now i am running a high fever and a fucking blocked nose. it has been 2 days and my fever is not down yet. i am rotting terribly at home. i miss my colleagues. i miss attending to customers. i miss the politics at work. being home for 10 days is something that i do not like. i am staying home for my parents' sake. they want me to rest fully at home and only start working once i've fully rested. i feel bad. because of me, staff outing might have to be postponed to first week of march. i am such a jinx. sigh.. too much of a jinx that even the medicine that i am eating now doesn't help to even reduce my pain. it's 2.20pm now and i think it's best if i just go to sleep again.. argh!
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here i am again start thinking of you write something about you. it was you, i think when i woke up. it was you, i think before i went to sleep. it was you, i think most of the time. and it was you, i think the whole day. you are so special to me. you mean so much to me. you are simply amazing a greatest blessings for me. how can i tell you, i love you? how can i tell you, i miss you? how can i tell you, i think of you? how can i tell you, how much you mean to me? well, thanks with this little blog of mine. where i can share all my feelings. (** WELL NOT EVERYTHING. **) i know it is real. i know this feeling is called love. thank you blogspot because of you i can tell my baby how much i love my baby and adore my baby. and how much my baby inspires me. arianz 19 February 2009 1.03pm
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this post is dedicated to that someone. often in my dreams, your laughter haunts me. as i wipe the lingering tears of joy from the corners of my sleepy eyes, i know. i know you miss that pleasure. remembering all we shared. recollecting as i so often do. yet i wonder if you are aware how much i am actually missing you. tonight here in my solitary room. i looked at our pictures in my computer.i remember that yesterday we were in love but now i feel lost. each and every day i think of you i miss you and i hope someday, we will be alright again. :) |
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this is just so frustrating. IT HURTS SO BAD! I NEED HELP!! WHY ISN'T SOMEONE HERE WHEN I NEEDED HELP? THIS ALWAYS HAS TO HAPPEN! (*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%)
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i have a lot of stuff to blog actually. but i just can't. just can't. some of you might know why. susah lah kalau hidup macam begini. maybe its true that some things are better left unsaid. anyways, recently i joined speed institute. i had my trial lesson with yana. it was so fun and i actually learnt a lot of stuff. it's better this way. i really need to watch my diet as i don't want my efforts to go to waste since now i am speeding and boxing. i just weighed myself and i lost another 3 kilograms. that's probably water. ok move on to the past, how was valentine for you my friends? my night was perfect. i had the best valentine ever after so long. i love the bouquet, stalks of roses, balloons and the cards! i love you! okay, that was my expression for saturday and sunday. for today, monday, i don't know why i have this anger in me. i just need to vent it out but i just can't. i don't know what is this anger for. suddenly, i had this unwanted feeling in me. haha, i am so crapping now. oh did i mention about bestie had a date with azizah? how cute siti! i'm pretty sure you guys look adorable walking holding hands. :) alright, got to go now. will be cabbing to clarke quay. need inspirations for next staff outing which i am running out of time!!
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yet another mundane day at work. where are all the customers? where have they gone to? anyways, i met one of my favourite customers during lunch. her name is nicole. i missed her so much! i can't believe i stood at the little play area for 15 minutes talking to her. hahaha. alright, nothing much about work. nothing interesting to blog. oh yeah, my g shock watch is not even a week old and yesterday i bought another watch from adidas! i love the design. sleek and elegant yet sporty. :P yesterday, i drove my sister to jurong point because she wanted me to get her adidas flip flops. went to the shop and she got interested in their bag as well. bought for her the bad. hope she's happy. in fact, this is her first time asking me for stuff. okay, i know half of you would be thinking the same as hendria now. :P i know they won't dare to ask for more. that is why most of the time, i give. tonight i will be having dinner @ rice table and hopefully my stomach won't give me any problem. i've had enough of the pain and at times feel so suicidal. hahaha, okay, now this doesn't sound right. just like that someone... \/\/!
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i am disappointed. i am sad. i can't believe you guys think of me that way. it could be because of one's mouth and you guys believe it? i don't know whether i should pursue in this matter but i don't fucking care already. you guys can say whatever you want and i am telling you now that i do not care anymore. i am serious shit. if you are not happy with me, say it to my face. anyways, that's not my main intention to blog. i want to blog about cityalive. i think i enjoyed only the first half of the night. the other half? i was in pain. it could be because of the alcohol and i am not 100% recovered. so yeah i know i am a party pooper and i was in a bad mood all the way. nobody truly knows how i feel inside my fucking stomach. sorry guys i had to leave early because i really couldn't take the pain anymore. sorry zyzy but i will remember your advise for me. i've always looked up to you. you are my one and only brother. don't worry, we are still family. i am still your baby and you are still my daddy. thanks for being concern. you guys which includes hendria, liz, shira and zyzy will still be on top of my list. so liz, please be careful of what you tag on my board. :) i have no new friends. everything else is still the same. stop making a big deal of everything. till then.. i got to go for lunch now. work is so mundane. mundane monday. :( oh yah, by the way, thank you siti for cheering me up last night! the traffic control was perfect. maybe i should post it on youtube? :P
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