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yet another weekend wasted for me. just when i thought i could be spending my saturday night outside partying. the purpose for me planning the party is to actually have fun together and to catch up with each other. since one member will be missing, i think it defeats the purpose of going then. my friendship between my best friend, liz is slowly drifting away. i am really sad about that. i know she doesn't know. she might be thinking that i found someone new as a best friend to replace her but zilch. anyhoos, its difficult to have a friend who really stays by your side when you are down. how i spent my saturday afternoon; KUMON! yeah, i am all set to be a completer. ;) at least its benefiting. ahhah.. head down to jurong point for dinner and spent at least 50 bucks on tidbits for our 'movie marathon'! my cousin and i normally rent loads of movies if we are home on saturday night. i guess i have exceeded my cholestrol level for this week! hahaha.. for two days in a week, my cousin and i dined at hip diners usa at cineleisure!! first day, i had the steak. second day, i had the fish & chips. but then.. we were there because of watching movies. anyway, its worth the money there. excellent service and food! also, i will never fail to buy my spongebob merchandise at urban concepts. i just saw a spongebob mattress at my neighbourhood shopping centre!! will drag my dad there! ;) godness, it's going to be midnight soon and my family is still not back! before i end my post.. just for your information.. i've been given a new task by my manager. to set up a G club. sounds funny, right? G club.. i won't go into details because its not confirmed yet. but then again.. its something challenging and i like! shira!! i miss you. yeah, how you know i miss grinding with you? :P hehehehe.
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this time, my friday sucks ball man. just don't ask me why. but nonetheless, i had a lavish and hearty dinner with my second family. haha.. my auntie was just so funny. if i were to meet her, we will always gang up with each other to bully my cousin. i am so proud of her. she is graduating from nus next week and i am invited to attend the graduation ceremony. haha, more like i am the camera woman. thanks for the invitation though. thank goodness i have no class on that day. ok back to track.. after my dinner, i asked my cousin to follow me to take a walk around one of the reservoirs in singapore. recently, i simply love being alone and reminisce about the past. though it won't do me any good but sometimes.. the past are the happiest moments in life. i am not sure of what to come for me in the near future. soon, it will be july. man! what have i been doing for the past 6 months? torturing myself? oh welll... life for me now seems so humdrum. i loathe waking up. not only in the morning but when its time for me to wake up.. i just dread doing so. i want to sleep and never wake up. lol.. no, i am not sounding suicidal. just being emo for tonight. do you guys know what time is it now? its 6 in the morning and my class starts at 930am later! will definitely be having a long day. hopefully it will turn out good. oh ya.. again effa is jumping topic. so my cousin and i walked around the reservoir and then headed to the neighbourhood park right behind her house just to play the swings and see-saw. yeah, childhood deprived huh? i had fun though. it was kinda stress releasing. i realised that nowadays i've not been eating properly. this is really scaring me.. its like i am suffering from something. hahah. no guys, effa doesn't go on a diet. i hate diets. just that.. i don't eat much nowadays. i really hate it when people keep teasing me about being on a diet. once is enough.. repeating it... you will be on my hatred list. haahahahaaha. i think i shall catch my forty winks before my cousin nags.. till then.. have a good weekend you guys...!
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i had a tiring day yesterday. went to work in the afternoon and had to continue my day till 1030pm for the meeting. to be honest, i can't really concentrate in my markings. i was having a nervous breakdown. i was sooo nervous that my speech will go wrong. my topic was about the change and growth in me. i felt so much better after presenting, of course. the funny thing is when the other centre's manager were talking about the jet plane progress, i couldn't catch the ball. i believe my english is definitely much better than her. hahah.. well, she's from china so i guess she could be excused. the whole meeting was sooo sooo stodgy. yesterday, tracy(yishun ring centre manager) told us that one of her staff, whatever his name is, managed to mark 1 set of 10 worksheets within 1 minute. i was shocked and i even thought of contravene-ing that statement made by her. seriously, if the student get all correct, maybe 1 minute is achievable. but if the child has mistakes, its not easy. also, what level? 7a? 6a? 5a? luckily, one of my colleague asked about what level... haha. rock on mr see toh! i just wonder why is it everytime we are catered the same food? change the menu or something man.. hahah. i would like to thank my maid and my siblings for coming down just to pass me the pants. hahah. alright, i am off to my wonderful holiday at sentosa! rasa sentosa here i come.. :)
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FAMILY. what does this word means to you? well, this could be subjective. to me... a family is a team. a family fits perfect like a foot into a shoe. they lie sometimes but never want you blue and when something good comes up they are always happy for you. a family makes you smile. a family is so worth the while. a family sticks through thick and thin and they even help you win. a family always wants you to succeed. my family is my true friends. yes indeed. a family helps you when you are down, when you think no one will stick around. a family loves and cares for you and they try to get you out of the hole you got yourself into. i know i have a true family and our friendship will never end. people try to break us apart, but not only are you my loving family, you are a lifetime friend. and i am so happy i have a great family and our friendship will never end. my life has changed so much within the last year. i've noticed those around me have changed as well. there are days when i look up at the sky. i sit there and just wonder; am i truly doing what is right or am i simply going under? all my efforts are not seen. alright, enough of that and before i end this post, i would like to dedicate this mini poem i wrote for my parents. a bit shy to let them read so will just post it here. here it goes.. when the world seems dark and lonely nowhere to turn nothing to see nothing to do but just be me i have to get through the day somehow, some way i gotta make it through, do whatever it takes i feel this world's not real almost seems fake just when i feel trapped and my days seem blurry i see two people rushing to me in a hurry they are.... MY LOVELY PARENTS they reach for my hand whenever i fall they give me the strength i need to stand proud and tall. they know when i'm feeling sad and blue but together they help me make it through so i love you mom and dad with all of my heart just like i have from the very start effa 090607 2011 |