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i do not know how to break this news to you guys. as much as i want to keep it just to myself, i have to let you guys know. it affects my life and probably you guys too. i am not the old nurul aymore. i probably have to really take care of myself now. no more smoking and drinking. no more late partying. my health problems is getting more and more complicated and more often money are all wasted on hospital and medicines expenses. i must say i do miss night life. clubbing, pubbing, karaoke-ing and even drinking with my closest friends. in order for me to live longer, i might have to put all those to a temporary stop till i recover(insya'allah). sometimes, i nearly give up because its just costing a lot of money for everything. i lead such a sad life now. its basically work, home, work, home, work, home and on a weekend my family will bring me somewhere to relax and calm my within. speaking of which, i've not talked to my sister for more than 2 weeks. my second sister to be precise. don't ask me why. frustrating, still.
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