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i just hate this period of time that i am going through right now. yes, i know of course i am not alone. what else could possibly happen to me now? i got hospitalized because of my stomach which i do not with to comment and now i am running a high fever and a fucking blocked nose. it has been 2 days and my fever is not down yet. i am rotting terribly at home. i miss my colleagues. i miss attending to customers. i miss the politics at work. being home for 10 days is something that i do not like. i am staying home for my parents' sake. they want me to rest fully at home and only start working once i've fully rested. i feel bad. because of me, staff outing might have to be postponed to first week of march. i am such a jinx. sigh.. too much of a jinx that even the medicine that i am eating now doesn't help to even reduce my pain. it's 2.20pm now and i think it's best if i just go to sleep again.. argh!
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