i am disappointed. i am sad. i can't believe you guys think of me that way. it could be because of one's mouth and you guys believe it? i don't know whether i should pursue in this matter but i don't fucking care already. you guys can say whatever you want and i am telling you now that i do not care anymore. i am serious shit. if you are not happy with me, say it to my face. anyways, that's not my main intention to blog. i want to blog about cityalive. i think i enjoyed only the first half of the night. the other half? i was in pain. it could be because of the alcohol and i am not 100% recovered. so yeah i know i am a party pooper and i was in a bad mood all the way. nobody truly knows how i feel inside my fucking stomach. sorry guys i had to leave early because i really couldn't take the pain anymore. sorry zyzy but i will remember your advise for me. i've always looked up to you. you are my one and only brother. don't worry, we are still family. i am still your baby and you are still my daddy. thanks for being concern. you guys which includes hendria, liz, shira and zyzy will still be on top of my list. so liz, please be careful of what you tag on my board. :) i have no new friends. everything else is still the same. stop making a big deal of everything. till then.. i got to go for lunch now. work is so mundane. mundane monday. :( oh yah, by the way, thank you siti for cheering me up last night! the traffic control was perfect. maybe i should post it on youtube? :P
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