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i shouldn't have done that. i totally knew the outcome. but i still do it. why? because i am stubborn as a mole. luckily, i planned not to expect anything. i am not disappointed because i know the outcome but i am just pissed off to a certain extent. plus i am sick. i've been eating my medicine regularly for ricepot's sake but i am not improving. my mind's not working. everything's jammed. just when i thought i could chuck my inhaler away, now i really need the inhaler everywhere i go. :( i will be home alone for four days. parents will be away for holiday. i think i need to crash now. unless i close my eyes, my coughing won't stop.
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