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i never planned to blog about you. last night, i dreamt of something which made me do this right now. i know you prefer my bestie more than me but i don't really care. it's your own life and i am not as sensitive as you. at least i still know how to control my anger and emotions. i do not know why you are treating me this way. is it my fault for whatever your situation is? for fuck sake, you are an adult now. think wisely. do not create stories or even curse yourself. it's just unfair that you are not talking to me now. why, why, why? just tell me which part is my fault? if you think by being so cold towards me will change anything, you can forget about doing so. because if you do realise, it will make someone just hate you more. so you are not helping yourself but just pulling yourself down. i am sick and tired of being the nice one and always trying to make things right when you are the fucking nasty one. i tried so hard to salvage the friendship but it seems that you would rather lose it. fine with me then. no qualms.
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