alright, i am back from my trip. the longest holiday ever with my friends. i really enjoyed spending time with them. bali, a place i won't go again. i just don't like the place especially the clubs. a lot of wanna-be-s. anyhoos, i realize that this whole month of december, i won't be home most of the days. from the 22nd dec - 7th jan 2009, i will be staying over at lakeshore condominium with ricey. how wonderful is that. i just got back today and got to know that my family is leaving for holiday this thursday till next week. urgh.. who will be preparing my meals, iron my clothes, wash my clothes.. etc.. i need my maid!!!! i know. i know i am a very spoilt brat. i am just not that independent when it comes to staying alone. thank god there is bestie. :P oh yeah. i got my hair braided. hopefully that won't cost an issue at work because i've asked nearly half of the people in my life and they say it doesn't look gangster-ish or whatsoever. sigh.. so difficult. another thing, the trip doesn't really solve my problem. in fact, i got stressed up most of the time thinking about it. sigh.. so frustrating. i would really want to get out of this shithole but something keeps pulling me down. i need strength to move on. thinking about it now just makes me feel more sick. argh.. tomorrow is back to reality. work. :(
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