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1 December 2008 12.47am to you. to you my love. i am writing this to you telling how much i miss you and i realise how much you mean to me actually. i never thought that every single touch of yours awakes me. when your gone and i’m alone, i sit and think. what life means and where my happiness lies. what makes me cry and feel pain. life is only as complicated as you make it. my life is very complicated so I guess that’s my doing. is it my fault i’m in such misery or do you play a special role? a role that goes so far deep, deeper then the ocean where no one can reach. my mind in circles, thoughts go round and round. playing to the pleasures of sorrow so sweet. they say happiness is where the home is. well what if you come from a broken home? where does your happiness lie then? memories so wonderful, can make you feel so free. for a short while till the pain creeps in. slowly like the harassing sun setting in. only feeling like the sunset with no shining light. i want to feel like i’m at the end of the tunnel. coming through with the sense of relief. when is it my turn for love so great? so pure with every real sense of meaning of the word I LOVE YOU? till next time….
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