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have you ever felt like you have so many unfinished business yet you are idling away? i am experiencing it now. i was looking through my planner and realised that i have at least 4 'assignments' to be done and are overdue. sigh. what phase am i going through right now and i wonder. it's my off day today and i am supposed to revamp my room but here i am sitting down and surfing around. my butt's probably too big and heavy. lol. i think its my head that is throbbing like fuck. just not in the mood to do anything but listening to nice and sexy music. i think i can't wait to meet my colleagues and boss tonight for the championship white collar boxing event at howl at the moon! this will be my second time attending this kind of event. isn't it cool? anyhoos, just updating my diary and thought of something about me, myself and i. i am losing my grip now. don't know and not aware of what's happening. why is this happening? deep inside, i will drown in my own tears. it feels like this time i am the victim. i can foresee the symptoms coming all to me. the symptoms of a ......................... i came actoss this song and its worth listening the whole day.. its from beyonce knowles - if i were a boy. If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll out of bed in the morning And throw on what I wanted and go Drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick it with who I wanted And I’d never get confronted for it Because they’d stick up for me If I were a boy I think that I’d understand how it feels to love a girlI swear I’d be a better man I’d listen to her cause know how it hurts when you loose the one you wanted cause he’s taken you for granted and everything you had got destroyed! If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone that its broken so they thinkthat I was sleeping alone I’d put myself firstand make the rules as I go cause I know that she’ll be faithful waiting for me to come home ( to come home) If I were a boy I think that I could understand how it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts when you loose the one you wanted cause he’s taken you for granted and everything you had got destroyed! It’s a little too late for you to come back Say its just a mistake Think I forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong But your just a boy You don’t understand (and you don’t understand) How it feels to love a girl Someday you’ll wish you were a better man You don’t listen to her You don’t care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted Cause you taken her for granted And everything that you had got destroyed But your just a boy…
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