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i seriously do not understand what is going on. you are just so indecisive. sometimes i really hope that i can buy a time machine. you guys know whats a time machine for right? things are just too way out of hand. it gets worse if feelings are involved. we can control one's self but we can't just control our feelings. Hatred is the most sinful feeling to be having. Whereas love/like... is just nice. anyhoos, had a wonderful night with shira and zyzy together with bestie and hendri. checked in a room and did our weekly activities. wanted to head down to ipanema around 11 but shira was too tired. pity her. heheeh. seriously, that game was such a stress reliever. our quote of the week is... "can, no problem" lol!! thanks guys for everything. but when i'm alone again, problems keep coming in. :( family especially. can you stop adding my burdens? why are you asking me to pay for everything? what's hiim for then? why are you giving him so many chances? if i don't give them more money, they will say i'm rude, bad.. etc.. etc. money is definitely the route of all evil! just because i am financially stable right now, you want me to be paying for everything. i'm getting fed up. might as well i just rent a room and get my own car! urgh.. frustrating...
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