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when i was sitting outside my corridor smoking away, i thought of something. i realised that as time passes, and we grow older, the relationship between father and daughter changes. Not always as we might wish. i know this could be subjective and its just what i think. also, life is an accumulation of joys and pains, the one making us richer, the other sometimes becoming obstacles too high to climb. life is so unfair, huh? my boss told me that in general life is never fair. when one is working, we shouldn't compare ourselves with others. that way we will never succeed. i know and always truth hurts. now just by blogging about it makes me furious. nope, its not about my relationships with my colleagues but just about fairness. for someone who works only less than 12 hours every week gets recognized so fast? i mean.. like.. ok whatever la. i wanted to blog about me being alone and got carried away. aha. anyways, i am alone. so very alone. i am hurt; so very bad. i am always ignored; just thrown aside. i am security for others to have. i am lonely and there is no one close to see the pain that i am going through. you guys know something? lies hurt more than the truth. why do i live in self pity and expect disappointment more than optimism. or does enjoyment lead me to a new world which i can not live on? it would be great if all my questions would be answered. oh ya, i want to wish my friend, LIZ all the best in her new job. i really have no idea why she refused to talk to me. but never mind. i still treat her as my friend and will be there for her if she needs me. though i doubt so but.. all the best liz and good luck! happy for you that you have found a better job out there.
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