this time, my friday sucks ball man. just don't ask me why. but nonetheless, i had a lavish and hearty dinner with my second family. haha.. my auntie was just so funny. if i were to meet her, we will always gang up with each other to bully my cousin. i am so proud of her. she is graduating from nus next week and i am invited to attend the graduation ceremony. haha, more like i am the camera woman. thanks for the invitation though. thank goodness i have no class on that day. ok back to track.. after my dinner, i asked my cousin to follow me to take a walk around one of the reservoirs in singapore. recently, i simply love being alone and reminisce about the past. though it won't do me any good but sometimes.. the past are the happiest moments in life. i am not sure of what to come for me in the near future. soon, it will be july. man! what have i been doing for the past 6 months? torturing myself? oh welll... life for me now seems so humdrum. i loathe waking up. not only in the morning but when its time for me to wake up.. i just dread doing so. i want to sleep and never wake up. lol.. no, i am not sounding suicidal. just being emo for tonight. do you guys know what time is it now? its 6 in the morning and my class starts at 930am later! will definitely be having a long day. hopefully it will turn out good. oh ya.. again effa is jumping topic. so my cousin and i walked around the reservoir and then headed to the neighbourhood park right behind her house just to play the swings and see-saw. yeah, childhood deprived huh? i had fun though. it was kinda stress releasing. i realised that nowadays i've not been eating properly. this is really scaring me.. its like i am suffering from something. hahah. no guys, effa doesn't go on a diet. i hate diets. just that.. i don't eat much nowadays. i really hate it when people keep teasing me about being on a diet. once is enough.. repeating it... you will be on my hatred list. haahahahaaha. i think i shall catch my forty winks before my cousin nags.. till then.. have a good weekend you guys...!
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