i shouldn't have agreed when hendri asked me to just stay over her place for the time being. you guys want to know why? simple. my family take it for granted the fact that i am being well fed and well taken care of here. hours ago, i was listening to some songs on the laptop when something struck me. if they, being referred to my parents or whole family if you want to say.. really wants me back, they would have called and persuade me to go home. right? it seems like now they are enjoying themselves at vivocity; shopping instead of thinking of ways to get my ass back home. i mean.. not like that they can't have fun or whatever without me but aren't you a little bit worried or ashamed that i am taking shelter from someone else's home? the funny thing was that my mom messaged me on friday afternoon saying this.. "kak, don't forget abang boy's brithday party tomorrow. he invited us and please call home". when i received that message, i was like.. what the sweet corn? you never even told me that there will be a party today and suddenly don't forget? when i replied who are you, she replied with a sigh saying that how come i don't even know my own mother? goodness, i don't even know you are using that number and as far as i am concern, you don't even know how to message. phew, can't believe i typed the last two sentences; holding my breath. many times she will say that that JERK has repent and he feels very remorseful. sigh, i don't know. for all i know this might just be another trick. everything feels so surreal.. i don't want to touch on the black magic topic as i believed that whatever it is, this whole thing started from him and his heart himself. really, you guys think logically.. if he really wants me home and really want to make up for everything, he will actually take the opportunity to message(if his ego is so damn big and refuses to talk to me) me saying that he is sorry or whatever nots. that will be just enough for me to actually look at him and smile again. i know some of you out there might say that i should be the one apologising since i am his daughter and i shouldn't be big headed. BUT.. i don't see the need to do that. yes, i am very stubborn but my belief is that he is still in the wrong no matter what and i won't make the first move. this is just driving me nuts. anyways, they don't care whether i am home or not. according to one of my sources, my mom said i am big enough to take care of myself so she shouldn't be worried. well, i think you are quite wrong there. accidents do happen anywhere and whenever we least expect it.
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