shira said that my fonts are way to small for her eyes. actually, you are right. haha. from my screen, it doesn't look that small. now i know how small the font is. why am i able to update my blog regularly now? that is because i have nothing better to do. after watching bawang putih bawang merah, there is totally nothing for me to do. if i want to clean my room, my room has already been cleaned. thank you bibik! let's talk about the indonesia's sinetron; bawang putih bawang merah. if you guys watched DIA before on SURIA, the storyline is so similar to DIA's. the storyline really gets on to your nerves! you will find yourself screaming, yelling, cursing and even slamming things because of the characters played in that drama. some people will just say, relax, its only a drama. at times, when we get tooo emotional, we will try to relate the 'its-only-a-drama' to reality. i won't say much about it here as it is too personal. actually, i am not really interested in watching those idiots get their retribution. i just want and need to know whether, in the end ferdi will be with alya back again. i know all these dramas will have a happy ending but i can't wait. its toooo draggy. cut it short man!! haha.. i once read from this website saying that ferdi will be with siska? and andre will be with alya? complications happened and in the end ferdi with alya. eh, honestly, i don't know what i am talking about also. just by blogging about it, makes me pissed. hahaahah. anyone, who knows the ending of bawang merah bawang putih, please leave me a comment! i truly appreciate it! last night, before going to sleep, for the first time ever, i listened to class 95. indeed true from what the slogan says; best mix of music. i was feeling a little bit down and the songs they played seems to go with my flow of mood. for your information, my mood changes very very quickly! i listened till its the break of dawn. memories lingered.. tears rolled down.. you see me as one tough girl but i can be quite vulnerable at times. i am very soft inside. very sensitive. i can take jokes. i mean real mean jokes but i do have limits; of course. when i was about to fall asleep, they played laura pausini's song entitled its not goodbye. ouhhh dear. i love this song so much. it was so touching that i was CRYING for no reasons. actually, i do have my own problems but nothing big. nothing heavy. another good song from class 95's playlist is also from anthony hamilton entitled dear life. soundtrack taken from the movie step up.

" early was the morn. flowers filled with dew. i became SOMEBODY through loving you."