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going out with my sisters and cousin definitely makes me feel so much younger. you know, when i was in secondary schools, i used to frequent jurong east entertainment centre. now, when i am so much older, there is nothing there for me to shop! having a lot of youngsters and gangsters wannabes around me makes me more sick! anyway, we went out to watch a movie. we watched night at the musuem and definitely not my kind of movie. but just to get myself out of boredom, i followed them.
wish i was dreaming but it was real. i don't know. everytime when i am being called "sayang" by you, i felt happy. i felt ignited by that word. it might be just a word that i've been using to call my friends but when it comes from you, it means a lot to me. let me tell you how i feel; its like everyday i die. so, tell me how you feel? are you for real? do you still think of me? it's not that i've been bitten by a love bug. its just what i've been feeling but dare not to let it out. so, blogging here is the best way.
when one is angry, one will always say hurt phrases. but do they really mean it? somehow, deep inside you just know that they still love you. when one is giving you another chance to explain yourself, does it mean that they are giving you another chance and still loves you? oh what the fuck am i crapping? why do i feel so sad? why why why? let me show you examples of hurtful phrases.. *even though you are not at fault..
1. "u tink i am your emotional helpdesk ar"
2. "ur chance came n gone"
3. "u can say anything for all you want now. i wun believe a single thing."
4. "don't disturb me again"
5. "you messed up my life"
6. sigh.. i can't go on anymore.. its better if i stop blogging.
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