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i'm so alone, i'm so lonely. (no, don't talk about alvin.) my head is caught in this maze. i don't want to be in your game anymore. i understand how she feels. assure her and love her just like how you claimed you love me. its weird. utterly weird that you love me. ok, crankles, i know you said that just to please me. you don't have to. because i know you are so into physical appearance. she's pretty but a pity she flirts too, huh? is that why you are doing that to me too? i quit this game. many times, over the phone, i told you. i Q.U.I.T. i don't want to be with you. i want to be with my dearest mokz. at times i wonder if anyone remembers me. sitting in my self sorrow, all alone. my mind seems to play mean games. i have no one to talk to, I pushed them all away. but i don't have anyone else to blame. i'm starting to hear things i don't think are real. i think i hear them talking to me. but i guess i would do anything not to feel. so very lonely. most can't see i hide behind my eyes i cover my emotions VERY WELL.
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