5 more hours before i set off from singapore. i am supposed to be happy. but.. i don't know. why and how can we argue over such trivial matters? seriously, if you are not happy, just say so ok? don't have to listen and always give in to me. you will eventually regret and in the end, you will conclude that i don't appreciate.. i am this.. i am that.. and if you want to do something, do it sincerely. you are good at showing your anger. stomp your feet, move around noisily and last but not least, one look at your face and i know you are unhappy. you can't lie to me. trust me. i know who you are.
after what had happen a few minutes ago, you expect me to talk? you know me, right? i won't talk and i won't eat. so don't bother trying to make me eat. do you know before this, i am excited to help you prepare for tomorrow's breakfast? ah forget it. in the end, i get the blame. yes, its always been me all along. guys, don't you know that i am the spoilt brat here? i am heartless, useless, not helpful, not able to appreciate stuff.. i don't know what else urh. if ever there is anymore negative comments or remarks about me, feel free to tag my blog. i am more than happy to accept it. :)
thank you for planning all these. i am so proud of you and i really do, ok dear? i really do hope we can change this type of attitude. i am sick and i swear.. i am really sick and tired of all these. at times, i will say to myself.. fuck, whatever i do.. whatever i say is all wrong. god, i should just stay in the jungle and live alone. fucking shit. fuck off, fucker.
ahh. i am relieved. ok.. everything's out. i am happy and i have no more grudges!
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