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i am going through a very rough patch right now. so, i won't be updating my blog daily. today, sunday.. 14th may 2006. i woke up at 12 noon afterwhich i took a bathe and stared at the monitor blindly. i listened to all the sentimental songs and enjoyed the view outside my window. ok, yours truly is crapping. i am suprised that i can go on without drinking and eating. yup, the day is coming to an end and i am neither hungry nor thirsty. i smoked till i feel like puking ashes. whatever, yours truly. you are crapping again.
i'm happy for some of you who are out there enjoying with your loved ones or family. treasure them. :) love them unconditionally and respect them for who they are. enjoy life while you still can. we won't know when we will die anyway. life is unpredictable. you can be healthy and happy today but dead the next day. i'm not cursing anyone here. just making a general statement. i didn't expect anything to happen today because i had a truckload of fun yesterday. we ( my friend and cousin) went for a karaoke session at apollo centre. went there for 2 consecutive nights. it was fun.. why? because i get to sing, scream, shout and let go of my stress. you have your private room and no one can stop you from doing so. smoking room, we can bring our own drinks, food but as long as its not liquor. reasonable enough. i am seriously bored today. because of my sister, we aren't allowed to go out. i understand if you are having your last 2 papers tomorrow but you can go to jana's house and study if you don't want to follow us. this is so unfair. urgh.. fuck it. quote of the day: when i have found a guy to say 'i love you' to, i will tell you ok. sweetness. i like..
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