i was born an idiot. but i am cleverer than people think. i can think things ok, but when i have to say them or write them down, sometimes they come out all wrong. i'm bored. what should i do? i feel like eating but i don't know what to eat. i feel like going out for a drink but who wants to accompany me? i am suprised that today, not even a single message appears on my phone. well, in a way it helps to save my bill too.

i am seriously disappointed with my second sister. i don't understand why my mum always have to give in or listen to her. she could have taken the train but nope, she asked mom for money to take the cab. since she will be meeting her friend, why can't she take the train instead? if i were to say that she is a spoilt brat, yup.. she is not independent like my third younger sister. sigh.

not only that.. we spent a few hundreds on her birthday and yet she complained and made noise when we bought cake for her. mind you but its a cake from swensen's! ice cream cake. god, that cake itself costs a bomb. yet, she's not appreciative. if you are reading this, pardon me. but i am just being honest. don't think just because you are smart and clever, we are scared of you. ok? i'm not reprimanding you but just want you to realise your mistake.

anyhoos, i hope you will get well soon. sorry if i'm not much of a help to you. make sure you get well before the end of april. haha..

my dad is really serious about going down to dbl 0. i am really curious on what will happen tomorrow. will we be able to confront that jerk? if there is no law in singapore, i'd have killed him and his family! bloody fucker. don't act rich when you are not. what's the point of acting rich when actually you are using my dad's money and car to act! seriously, everyone knows about your POOR & STUCKED UP LIFE and therefore, stop acting! pay all your debts before you want to act. pimp in a club?! hahaha... how ironic.