ok, good news. i won lottery. like.. finally? yesterday while working, i told one of my cousin that how wonderful if money were to fall from the sky. i wouldn't have to be so hardworking then. he replied that that will only happen in movies. oh well, now i've strucked lottery, i am thankful to HIM. yeah, ironically. hahah. it is against my religion to gamble. but since i'm already doing it and mostly everyone's doing it, why should i care? rofl.. i got to know that even my mother tongue teacher plays lottery. another way to get rich fast and lose your money in 1 minute! the next time i feel like wasting my ten bucks, i should just go with it. who knows, i might win big time; next round. i am thankful for the amount that i've won now.

i'm a spoilt brat. i really am. don't you think so, b? if i don't get what i want, i will throw my tantrums. if i get what i want, i will be happy. duh. lol.. i've been this way since i was young and its a bit hard to change that character of mine. well at least it doesn't affect many people and only 1 person is affected by it. :P probably you pamper me too much and less of it makes me think that i am losing it. true? i'm such a baby. haha. even though i am no longer a teenager, but when i am with you, i feel as though i am back to being a kid. i even took you for granted. took advantage of you. guys, what an ass, i am right? rofl.. i'm happy this way!

i think i want to go shopping tomorrow. think of getting dannie's an inflatable 'swimming pool'. there are so many things that i need to settle too. need to settle my sisters' bills, send my mom to her bone doctor and not forgetting myself too. i need to go to the doctor to have myself checked or someone will just sulk at me. :P