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yesterday was the first time we brought abang out for a swim. looks like he's not afraid of the water. he enjoyed being in the water and also, looking at girls!! rofl.. he is only 6 months old? how cute is that. he will scrutinize at girls wearing bikini. how weird for him to be scrutinizing girls at his age. :P everything went smoothly and everybody enjoyed swimming but not me. someone's missing. i'm not complete. i can just feel the loneliness and emptiness. i'm really sad that you were not there with me. how do i explain to you the fact that i don't choose friends? and also, no! no strings attached between me and him. can't you at least be more forgiving? i know he hurt you so badly and i was hurt too. i forgived him.
" even the prophet muhammad forgives his 'citizen'.. why can't you forgive him?"
i'm not siding anyone here. i just want things to work out fine between you two. because of this, we often argue and you will blame me for siding him and wanting to be with him. please my dear, understand me. i don't want any disputes anymore. i just want to enjoy every single day of my life. you once told me that my threat is not working on you, right? shall i make it real then i can convince you? yes, i can't deny that it is going to be hard and tough for me. infact, i am missing you right now. but then.. argh.. fuck it. fadz, please take good care of your belongings, the next time ok? you were lucky enough to have met someone so kind and considerate. :P and also thanks to my dad who forced the hell out of me to follow you to bukit batok to check out your pouch. shall i buy you a pin so that you can pin the pouch to your shirt? hahahaha. please be careful, alright? and your money.. keep in the bank if you don't intend to spend it.. or a better idea.. give me! :D hahaha.
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