mom planned to bring us to haw par villa today. but will it happen? :P she's always bringing the time forward and in the end; cancelled. well, hopefully it will happen. at least my weekend won't be that boring. bleah.
i need to ask you guys something..
what is love?
my answer would be... love is when you see an old couple walking down the street, holding hands. that is sweet, right? :) what about yours? sigh, i don't understand what love is. you won't feel so deeply in love when that person is right beside you. but when they are no longer by your side, you will miss them deeply and realised that in fact, you love them much more. treasure your loved ones when they are next beside you. don't take them for granted. don't take advantage of them or you would have to suffer the consequences. i'm telling you this from experience. if i were given a chance to correct the situation i am in now, i will.. i definitely will.
i am willing to forgo everything but i can't. its the pride and ego that is holding me back. will i ever hear you apologising to me? i don't think so. normally its always me professing the word "sorry". argh. fuck it. will things go the right way, now? i don't know. i really don't know. should i just leave you alone and let you lead your own life peacefully?
"ITS NOT THAT I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU. ITS I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU BUT I DON'T WANT TO."
- babe. hypothetically of course. are there some things better left unsaid or would you rather know instead? are there some wars not worth fighting? some tears are not worth crying. what if this happened to you what would you want me to do? now you don't have to tell me how it feels. there is nothing about lonesome that i don't know. sigh. waking up alone's a bitter pill. you take one every day and swallow slow. "you know the why i feel about you, you know the way i feel about you, now and forever" -bubu.
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