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mom nagged at me for not finishing my food these past few days. i can't help it. i just don't feel like eating. i just don't have any appetite for food except those cancer sticks.if you know what i am talking about. :P
had a very bad night yesterday. we were stuck at the expressway for three fucking hours. big boy created problem and its something got to do with the pump and the oil. wasted three fucking hours pumping the filter and in the end, there is no pressure. i was already so sleepy and hungry. thank goodness my cellphone's battery is not flat. at least dad can keep calling me. and so he did till he rushed down himself with my mom. mom told me that dad drove the car super fast till she felt like flying. that somehow made me smile for that night. :P
this is ridiculous! i've not been talking to you for more than 3 days. how is this happening? don't you miss me? don't you wish to talk to me? don't you wish to see me?
argh, well, i assumed that you are not really affected by all these. sigh, now i know what loneliness is. i really have to be independent. are you testing me? there are a lot of questions on my mind; wanting to ask you. i shall just brush it off. anyway, i remembered you telling me that you will be so busy and you have your dues and deadlines. so yeah.. good luck to you and for everything. by the way, we did go to haw par villa on sunday. yeah, it was cool.. you know family outing. but there is someone missing and everyone was like asking.. argh, damn it. we took lots of pictures and i definitely don't look good on all the pictures. even though i am fat and ugly, at some pose, i can look quite cute .. hehehehehe... but that day, it was totally different. where is my sunshine? [please don't take my sunshine away] m.i.s.s.y.o.u PS: pardon me for my few blogs but i don't know exactly what i am saying as i was under emotional stress & you know it.
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